She needs you to survive

With every intake of breath, the pain is still there
It troubles me, i cannot keep in the plain air
I realise now what it is, i speak of my pain
It comes from my heart, which lost and did not gain
She cries now, weary of her troublesome days
She shivers further remembering her old ways
Part of her left it, while the other part did not
She thought she moved on, But she has not forgot
Life can be deceiving, it can make you leap with joy
It can also bring you down when some against you ploy
You squeeze your eyes and release the warm tears
Trying to recover yourself from all your worrying fears
I look far beyond the valleys and the hills in my mind
Have i been misleading myself or is life to me so unkind
I wonder what went wrong, why i feel empty in despair
I feel hollow, Something is missing, I remember you were not there
I feel bitter about it, upset, Angry and somewhat confused
I feel drained as usual, thirsty for blood, in need to be transfused
This mixture so ill so abnormal it leaves me without my sanity
I cling onto this rope of the doomed, unworthy by its bleak vanity
She is desperate, she crawls on her front to the gate
She needs you to be there to rescue her from her grave fate
She only calls on to you, because she truly needs you there
Life is not about creation in single, its more about a pair
Do not lose her, even if shes lost, find her and let her be found
Help her overcome this stage, set her firm on her ground.
She needs you. Understand this. If you wont then you never will
Cure the sickeness of her heart, she needs you, she's very very ill
Stay with her, dont leave her, dont damage her with your composure.
Keep this our secret. Dont let these surface to exposure.
She is not dead yet, and has thrown away that blood smeared knife
She's coming back now, she is determined she'll be living a brand new life.