I live the end of my teens

In a few months my time as a teenager will be over, and I will take away with me a sack of memories, living this period now, I feel that a young girl has now emerged to be a hopeful young lady with new ideas to explore, and feelings to adapt to. Having tied the knot already I feel that my life is nearly complete, and soon I will be able to settle with a new family of my own, of which I will be able to lead it, and be a head of it, as well as the other head with me.

It is in nearly every girls heart, to one day wake up and feel that she is going to be a mother, that feeling is still yet to come, yet it is etched inside me, and it begins to dwell silently in my head, where it will arise one day to its top and my motherly instincts will be able to lay their practice on a new generation, of which I will be responsible for.

The most difficult part of life that I have faced was probably the last few years of my teenage years, in which I struggled hard to find myself, although getting to know yourself is an endless task and something not easily achieved, for some it may even be a never ending journey, however for me it has been the start of my journey to something better still. I found the most complex task of all was trying to live your youth at the same time as growing up into someone people would take seriously, into an adult, and not a child.

You will have no doubt found that some are not willing to accept the fact that you have reached your adulthood to a preliminary degree, and may be-little you, which in turn shakes your small world, because you have worked hard to construct it in your heart. Two valuable lessons I learnt and took away with me from this period, were to firstly totally ignore what people think and say about you (the negative aspects that is) and secondly to let go of any negative feelings you may have towards people due to what they may have said or done. In more simple terms not to be so sensitive.

If one was to dwell upon the opinion of others too much, he/she will find tht they will never progress in their lives, because peoples opinions will always differ, and people often prefer to put in a mean word as oppose to a kind one. Being sensitive too is another bad thing, because you end up in a whirl pool of negative emotions, which lead you to be so pessimistic and so fed up with life, that you never see the light at the end of the tunnel.

It may be a difficult task to hold on to your life while others try to bring it down, yet if you make a solemn promise to yourself that you will live by love, and let love find a way, then Love will find a way. There is no doubt about that. A loving heart will never go astray, because it will always cling to the moral attitude of life. That way you can never be unjust towards people. As one of the Imams says: Justice is half way to piety.

I leave you with my love.