Agony

She sat in the cafe across the road form her work place. Even though her coffee cup was bottomless, she let her tears fall into it. While she did so, she kept stirring the coffee with a plastic spoon she had been provided with. Last nights events had been too much for her to take in. She had woken up in the evening at around 7 to find that her home was completely deserted. She called out to her mother. There had been no answer. She moved slowly around the rooms, staring in horror as she looked at everything in the house being turned over. The chairs were pushed over, the cushions lay scattered in haphazard ways..not to mention the feathers that were everywhere, there were ornamental peices knocked down, and various objects lay misplaced. Her heart began to beat faster, she was scared if anyone was arounf they would hear her, but it would have been too late as she had already called her mums name out. She turned around now, scanning the room one last time, before she closed the door. She didnt know if she should call the police, her family had obviously been dragged out of their home, it was evident, from the marks that had smeared the tiled flooring. She called the police, and they had come after a while, they agreed with her, that an abduction of some kind had taken place. Thinking back to the previous nights events she had just realised that she had lost her family in an instant. Everything that had ever meant anything to her was now gone.

(((this could be a nice story, but i dont want to finish it off.. dont ask why)))

She needs you to survive

With every intake of breath, the pain is still there
It troubles me, i cannot keep in the plain air
I realise now what it is, i speak of my pain
It comes from my heart, which lost and did not gain
She cries now, weary of her troublesome days
She shivers further remembering her old ways
Part of her left it, while the other part did not
She thought she moved on, But she has not forgot
Life can be deceiving, it can make you leap with joy
It can also bring you down when some against you ploy
You squeeze your eyes and release the warm tears
Trying to recover yourself from all your worrying fears
I look far beyond the valleys and the hills in my mind
Have i been misleading myself or is life to me so unkind
I wonder what went wrong, why i feel empty in despair
I feel hollow, Something is missing, I remember you were not there
I feel bitter about it, upset, Angry and somewhat confused
I feel drained as usual, thirsty for blood, in need to be transfused
This mixture so ill so abnormal it leaves me without my sanity
I cling onto this rope of the doomed, unworthy by its bleak vanity
She is desperate, she crawls on her front to the gate
She needs you to be there to rescue her from her grave fate
She only calls on to you, because she truly needs you there
Life is not about creation in single, its more about a pair
Do not lose her, even if shes lost, find her and let her be found
Help her overcome this stage, set her firm on her ground.
She needs you. Understand this. If you wont then you never will
Cure the sickeness of her heart, she needs you, she's very very ill
Stay with her, dont leave her, dont damage her with your composure.
Keep this our secret. Dont let these surface to exposure.
She is not dead yet, and has thrown away that blood smeared knife
She's coming back now, she is determined she'll be living a brand new life.