Bride to be

Bride to be
Blissfully
Inviting people
Happily
Step by step
She will see
Life with
Groomy
Is meant to be
one step
taken
to join a new life
It may prove
to be
quite a strife
Nerves are cracking
more and more
head is hurting
feet are sore
confusion confusion
it leaves her like this
half content
the other half clinging
to what she will miss.
She loves her life
just the way it is
Shes scared of cahnge
and moving to his.
The happy day nears
shes more broken than ever
All ahe can do
is engage in prayers
that her life with her partner
will be happy
and last forever.

I wont let you be the voice inside my head

I wont let you be the voice inside my head
I wont let you speak on behalf of me.
I wont live in fear that my actions I'll dread
I wont let you win and smile gleefully.

I hate the echoes that murmer inside
I hate the negativity that surrounds my soul
I hate having to fear you and having to hide
I hate losing to you, scoring a goal

You spit your posion at me too much
But I will stand on my feet this time
My life should not continue as such
For I have not committed any crime

You take advantage of my weak states
You use the times when I'm tired
You think I will develop your traits
But to you I am not wired.

I will overcome the battle of the self.
I will rid all inside me of your evil.
You are the lost one with no place on the shelf
I will enter paradise and you not. Devil.