I wont let you be the voice inside my head

I wont let you be the voice inside my head
I wont let you speak on behalf of me.
I wont live in fear that my actions I'll dread
I wont let you win and smile gleefully.

I hate the echoes that murmer inside
I hate the negativity that surrounds my soul
I hate having to fear you and having to hide
I hate losing to you, scoring a goal

You spit your posion at me too much
But I will stand on my feet this time
My life should not continue as such
For I have not committed any crime

You take advantage of my weak states
You use the times when I'm tired
You think I will develop your traits
But to you I am not wired.

I will overcome the battle of the self.
I will rid all inside me of your evil.
You are the lost one with no place on the shelf
I will enter paradise and you not. Devil.