Why i have faith in God

There are times when you feel frustrated, alone, sad, depressed, so negative about yourself, and you have no one to speak to, or those who you speak to dont seem to care or they dont understand, moreover they may not even be willing to understand. Yet.. when you sit alone and you pour your heart out to the nothingness around you and shed your tears in the silence around you, you feel this phemonemal that indicates you are not alone, a power that makes you feel, there is something or someone out there listening to you, someone who can hear you, someone who understands you, knows you, knows how you feel, the only one who can maybe help you.

Psychologically... you expect something to be there, you expect the comfort, even if its the comfort of your own self, so why not the comfort of the one you feel is watching you?

When you cry out to yourself, or speak out loud.. why do you do it? cannot your mind hear your speech inside itself, cannot your soul distinguish its own agony?

Do you call out because you want to be heard? Or because you know you are being heard, yet you are more used to direct open speech, rather than inner silent prayer?

I have but to look at nature and what its brought... to feel overwhelmed.. the sky as the greatest canopy of my life, with the sun as my source of light and energy.. the green of the trees, grass.. vines.. the fields and the mountains.. animals big and small.. land types.. climates.. the.. the.. the.. the list is endless..

I have named only 2 examples.. but for me.. they are sufficient for my beliefs..